Saturday, January 26, 2008
Chapter 27 of Tomorrow
Friday, January 18, 2008
ATTRACTION IS 9/10's OF THE LAW

'Thank's to Paul for this pic'
I could post some more but I'm not sure if those who read this are ready for 'Mr. Nude Asia' or Mr. 'Hot Tamale'.
Which brings me back to attraction and my friends/acquaintences. I guess really is that I've been thinking about this since reading a friend/acquaintence Blog post for a while now and how they describe themselves even after being 'manhandled' by those around them. He's a Physician in Malaysia (incredibly smart and witty) and yet still thinks of himself at times (at least in posts) as less than attractive (At least your getting 'manhandled' Sung! I think the last time I was in that situation was when I had a full physical!). What do we see in our attractions? I know I've recently been made aware of men who are skinnier and built who are totally and completely attracted to big, burly, hefty bearish men. Is it true that opposites attract? That's hard to say at times due to what I see on certain sites and if/when I go out to the bars. I know that I'm not hit on very often and then when I am I get concerned whether I'll have to call 'Nine-eleven' due to the 'freak' factor that arises. Remind me to tell you of the time the guy in his late 50's and in a 'diaper' jumped out at me during Pride.
All thing considered, what is attraction?
Chapter 8 of Death: Well, I'm heading into finishing it up, finally. Look for it soon.
Tomorrow: I have the opening of the Chapter in my head and now have to get my ass in gear and start writing.
Found: It's there and relatively complete in my mind but again I have to start writing.
What's taking me bloody, fucking forever? I've been reading. I've fallen into my I need romance phase again and I need to feel wanted romantically. So, like some sodden, lonely housewife (although, I'm single) who deals with a husband that comes home, eats, burps, farts, scratches his ass while she sits and reads either in the chair or in the bedroom dreaming of being taken away; I've sat at my computer and done the same thing. Problem is, the wooden deskchair (even with the cushion) is not condusive to doing so and I end up with my back bothering me, kinks in my legs and my ass feeling numb. But what's a numb ass for a fleeting moment of 'wishing'.
TJay
Monday, January 14, 2008
Ok... I'm gonna try...

Thursday, January 10, 2008
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
ANGRY
My Blog has been 'released' after review and I can now post again but I'm seriously considering cancelling everything including my work.
I've been sick. How sick? Let's just say, it was bad. There are two people withing the group who are aware of how sick I've been and they are the only ones who need to know.
It's 1045PM and my Pugs are ready for bed.
G'night
Monday, January 7, 2008
Chapter 7 of Death edited, updates and such

Weddings...
“You two hit the bed,” he said coming over with Hillary. We agreed. We were tired. I was 20 and he was just about to turn 19.
My young lover, a half foot shorter than me with crystal blue eyes and curly blond/brown hair, jumped up into my arms and grinned, “Yeah, take me to bed,” he said wiggling in my arms causing his parents to laugh and roll their eyes at the First Couple.
Here I sit remembering the events like it was yesterday.
Three years later, Bill arrived after an event and I’m sitting outside waiting for him. He stops to meet a few people before stepping up to me. “Morning Mr. President,” I said winking. “Everyone’s inside and ready to go. David is meeting with the others,” before sitting down crossed legged on the concrete edge that formed the base of the event center. “How are you doing?” he asked. I looked up at him and shrugged, “Numb seeing him. It’s been a while.” Bill clasped my shoulder, “I understand,” as he started walking inside. “Bill?” I asked with a bit of trepidation, “Does he love him? Do you think we’d have a chance if I told him how I felt?” Bill stopped and waived off the agents buzzing around him like so many flies around the sweets he liked me to make for him and wasn’t supposed to have, “I can’t answer that Trav. The only one who can is inside.” I nodded, “By the way, if you’re good I’ll sneak you a couple of pear tarts.” He grinned and rubbed his hands together like a little boy as he began to walk away. “Oh and Bill?” I said quickly causing him to stop and give a quizzical look, “find a better way to hide the cigars in your pocket before Hillary catches you?” He laughed and pulled them out of his pocket handing them to Jeff, “Right!”
“Does he still love me?” I sat there as the snow started to fall.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Editing chapters 7 & 8 of 'Death Comes Knocking'
Stories... I have too many ideas and not enough 'get up and go' to bloody well type it all down. Sometimes I think I should buy that dictatorial software but then I cringe when Tucker and/or Ella starts to bark as they are now.
TJay: Josh slowly unbuttoned Kelly's dress shirt and began.... *BOOFF, BOOFF... A WOOF***
Compter: "Josh slowly... crackle... sputter... woof woof woof, dress shirt"
Well, with my luck it's likely to happen.
To cradle my desire for romance (sic) I rented and watched "East Side Story" from Netflix. Gay Latino men.... hotness... Ok, I know many will swat me because I've always thing for Asian men but I have just as large a '(FILL IN THE BLANK)' for Latinos too. Heh...
Anyway, I leave you (hopefully) with a sample of the movie...